Just temporary

Standing on the edge of 15 thinking of how much life will change then on.

I was thinking about getting a part time job and being able to take care of animals for an afternoon finishing year 10 and going to tafe to learn about floristry as you learn about the beautiful colours.

Dreaming of what my future will be like for a couple months I am and have been going through relationships that were hard to keep up with and waiting for the right one to come along, and then so I realised that I would wait along with friendships that was hard losing and making new ones getting into fights which weren’t really part of it but with friends fights are just temporary but the real life is just waiting for you when you shut an old door with doubts and loneliness covered in cracks and marks comes along a door with a silver lining with fresh paint and just awaiting for you to turn the key and burst with colour and wisdom

As long as you have a heart of gold and time before you go you will always have time as your bitter friend and a heart full of hope.