I feel like giving him a second chance

I really messed up

I was angry at myself and I had other problems and I regret if I had asked you for help before all this happened other wise it wouldn’t have

I still have a few feelings for him that I can’t get rid of I just want to know what he thinks and I just needed a break I couldn’t think properly with it and now everything is squished together and won’t unstick

I’m feeling a whole lot better inside Since that happened 4-5 months ago and now I’m starting to become a middle aged adult turning 17

I wish it never happened Sometimes and I regret things a lot

I’m settling down and I’m trying figure things out life is hard at most points but you tend to get used to it

I promise to be more careful and manage my decisions carefully

Every time I do this I hurt myself

It’s not like me at all

◦ I just want a relationship that will make me happy and he will be there for me when I need something or I need moral support

I just want to do what is right for me and not to be alone in this but together

Happy holidays everyone 😉